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Antisocial Media

by ONTOGENY

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Waiting at the scene of your murder. Watching there sharpening your knife Routine enslaved, my youth betrayed, stainless blade... Cut the vein release the guilt?, Or wear the suit. Get out of bed and button up? Get the gun box fire the shell. Witnessing your temples bleed and spirit leave, SHIT! I am late for work. Cost of life Cause of death drained until you flatline With traffic this way I will make it OK or fucking flip my car Cause a scene torch the dream Incinerate this lake of gasoline Deep Breathes...Inhale... I may make the news Or sink into my cube Separated from myself I see inside a mirror reflecting no one else The dreams we seek most we will not find Lets end this search and just take pictures of ourselves Horrified! I didnt set the flash This moment validates my existence. Will you be my witness Does this life hold any value, without the leering of the crowd? I just need a fucking witness. So I can feel proud Self Inflicted, Self Induced Eternal Coma sleep perfect Just dont forget your break at noon Because this your time to live DONT BE LATE Spill the blood Give into the madness To end this fucking war Maybe this will bring excitement And everyone will leave wanting more Maybe just one more car payment, Something to keep me going strong I dont need a fucking witness in my moment of weakness Take this snap, Live and document Just inflated skin, waltzing to the melodies of our own song But i can never seem to stay in tune for a whole song And as each day ends it brings another round in the chamber Point blank Range... Smell the smoke, Flash bulb burns, Spilled milk and blood Shit I am late for work Capture the blood red stained floor and write your feelings after If your deaths not a success you may make friends And with this new frame in mind its only a matter of time before you vacate the scene of the crime The only living witness, to a lifes long living sickness Save me from this ignorance. Spare me all the decadence Or maybe I will take that new job, and tear a scar.
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I never thought it would be this way, I don't know how it got this way, But I cannot imagine it another way Living a life with no vision. Following vicitim to superstition Trapped in a spiral repeat the steps Or it will fall apart. It will take to long to mend the seams Here I am, and time has gone. Its all empty space Reveling in cosmic bliss Distorted views how can I carry on by myself Surrounded by others because misery loves company You will all just have to hear from me Go down the list of all that ails me No one listens but who am I to blame It takes more contact than this To not keep this loneliness by myside, so I cannot feel welcome in here Just stick around for the ride But it just gets harder to hold on losing grip with idle time, it seems the end is around the corner And what would I have to show, but the burden relieved with my exit I see the neon sign directing my evacuation It will take to long just to rescue me But I cannot imagine it another way You will all just have to hear from me Go down the list of all that ails me No one listens but who am I to blame It takes more contact than this To not keep this loneliness by myside, so I cannot feel welcome in here Just stick around for the ride
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Tell your lies to get by it brightens up my day As long this takes no work, I got all day Dont want to disappoint, fail the group, close the loop When this burdens me I will dissappear and travel far from here We just say on paper we are best of friends, But when it comes to giving help I will never lend a helping hand thats not typing advice. Hopefully when I need you, you will be there for me But for now, I will see you later on Facebook Martyr, Burnt at the stake Martyr, work for me. Your problems are second to mine Live your life to help mine
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You are so insightful I have done research with glance seems you have all the answers? Pray that you never have to take a test With that infinite knowledge, teach a crowd within a web of smut and filth On the podium of ignorant minds, You just might be the smartest guy Tearing your friendly circles, claiming defeat. Shame the ones you love But does it speak? You are fucking gorgeous I am sure dark lights and a pole will help it show Just cake on that new face, and publish the vacancy in your soul. Let silence speak volumes Let whispers shake the mountains You can be heard Let actions shape your destiny You are not a prophet you are a product, for the gawkers and ads to warp our minds. WARP OUR MINDS? IS IT WARPING YOU?
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Fortune fame the measure of progress. What's it worth if it can't be seen Bring forth your goals dreams and your bullshit You will find your true face with every post you spam What this leads for most? Likes and shares our own personal red carpet Bring fame to me but don't expose the sadness of my true life Is there no way to share and isolate myself from everyone Might as well just join the race so no one thinks I am dead Do I exist if no sees? DON'T LOOK AT ME So I will just be the ghost in the machine the antisocial king Build your own celebrity while we disintegrate In a Tupperware prison palace Live your same old pathetic life, but still feel the need to publicize and glorify, the death of true connection Pain is felt in volts Emotion only touch Forced display of vanity the glaring screen stares back at me I lost my voice in a frenzy of typing Is this the resonance of the time? Image crazed, Pornographic raised Children of the infomercial, cyber virus found a way to be selfish and relate Delayed responses, misinterpretations, endless distractions, but I can totally hear what you are saying. Can you send it in a text? No one will be noticed or remembered for anything in social network scheme. What seems important is only a fleeting shimmer in binary time, ejaculated on our faces. Socially pressured into permissible intrusion. Lets create our own vision for the world to see. Because no one wants to see the real me. Live your same old pathetic life, but still feel the need to publicize and glorify, the death of true connection Pain is felt in volts Emotion only touch Forced display of vanity the glaring screen stares back at me I lost my voice in a frenzy of typing Is this the resonance of the time?
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You will not read these words. There just for me to vent and pass the time If it is not dark it is not sincere Music is about hating life. Lets look up big words, I am sure I can make a whole song Try to sound smart But is this saying much? Not for me might as well read a telephone book. Lets write NOT MUCH TO SAY WHAT CAN I HATE? THESE WORDS! PREDICTABLE WHAT CAN I SAY? IT WORKS There's just too many topics, lets just explore the darkness and maybe just shed some light? PAIN! Its hard to think of what to say! Overwhelming content just take a peak no fucking way Insert my belief, FUCK YOU JUST SLEEP the pain will go away So much hate occupies the airwaves Its hard not to participate Polarized views, critical outcomes segregating the population into critical detonation This is good material to use Endless death to convey, Why do I feel guilty for living this way Tortured souls, rape murder genocide while i bitch about the weather I got it made There are walls around me Selfish lifestyle born and raised I guess I am a piece of shit I cant control where I was born, But I can think of all I would never give. My entitlement should silence my whining, But I have words to write Stick to the formula, never stray gore and blood and whatever the elders say Match the theme and take out your inner aggression But whatever if it triggers your depression? Entrenched in negativity Soulless, shallow simple ways to challenge trends but somehow fall in line Constant death no longer, not the norm Judge yourself kill a friend what this appears to be is we are all the same We are all basking in the negativity Nothing new to say, its all been done Suicide is becoming fun Might as well join the gang and load up a gun No one cannot say its right to end your life cause thats truly when your done
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The irony is we are all the same. The future is here the path was blazed, by the generations before but the creation we now abhorre But if this gets passed my ears, Does show I even care? Because if it is just pleasure in my release, Why dont I give up? So what are we all to blame? You made the toys for us to play An Antisocial Circus Where the lame become the brave And pleasure themselves to hate Always have alot to say Dissect discard ignore no one will listen Fuck it what's the point don't even release it I fucking hate my life You know you hate yours too So dont judge me We live in fear just the same Lets accept the meaningless plight of our consciousness We all amount to nothing but a corpse But its the air that we breathe that can be the only source for us to agree We only see where we don't allign Pattern perfect The it should be an illusion The threads are bare the coverage only decorative As long as everyone can see on the surface I am whole. At least I'll try Its this or die Hiding in personal retreat I have no desire to see anyone But I am scared of being alone scared of being alone hope is in antisocial media.

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released December 24, 2018

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ONTOGENY San Francisco, California

Ontogeny is a progressive death metal band from San Francisco started in 2002. After many demos Ontogeny released the first full length album in 2005 "Pillars of Perversion". With the additions of Keith Grimshaw, Sam Zuerner and Chazz Mcconnell Discord and Disillusion was recorded and released. Ontogeny is currently seeking label representation for the 3rd full length Hymns of Ahriman in 2014. ... more

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